Saudade (pronounced /sɐwˈðaðɨ/ or /sawˈdadi/) is a profound Portuguese term for a bittersweet, melancholic longing for an absent person, place, or time, often intertwined with affection and the knowledge that the object of desire may never return. It represents a “deep emotional state of nostalgic longing” for memories or things that are gone.
late night doom scrolling is never a good use of time, but occasionally you learn something new, whether you wanted to or not.
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reflections
Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn’t do than by the ones you did do
I registered this domain 20 years ago with the intent of doing something creative with it. I think for a week I setup a snarky CNAME and used it as a vhost for an irc BNC.
It eventually became a place where I wrote cryptic and melodramatic posts about events in my life and feelings I didn’t have an outlet to express otherwise.
I’m disappointed but not entirely surprised to be back here again.
the return
it’s mine again, and i don’t intend on losing it twice.